Today im dead...I never do finish my proposal yet and i damn tired loh..Can i die? I realy too stress le loh.. Why must i do so much? Why am i born out? I realy very sleepy i wonder jes got help me a not? I never sleep for many days le wor...Haiz...I can die le bah..
Long time nv blog le.. Cause busy..Yesterday go scouts campfire wor...We dance lyk wat loh so pai seh..Donno wat to type too.But very happy wor to noe a guy haha. Long time nv write le but i donno wat to say lei. Realy sian loh..Why am i so piss off.. His attitude to me is sux loh..
Wow today is another day i want to cry le..So stress for rc logistics and welfare i stil haven done most of the part how? This friday ned to hand up loh..Can i die haiz..Now than i noe if u lyk a guy dont care whether he is with u just stay whenever u can and see him happy u also happy le..Tat the best u can did for him onli. Now telling everybody dont sad cause of guys cause u be their frenzz already quiet good le..More than frenzz also cant rite. Just cherish wat u have now tat wil be happy le.
Why i still love him? Why i still think of him? WHY? WHY? WHY? Why u want to forget a person is so difficult. But he can so easy to forget me...Im so stress. Now because of rc camp proposal i going to die le..I realy ned a shoulder to cry. But he now tat i ned to cry or he dont care? I noe he got trouble too but i want to help him but cant..OMG what am i going to do? But going out with my outside frenzz so happy although think of him.
Haha thx to my Rc chairwoman help me change my background. Now it look so nice. But i stil nv get wat i want. Haiz..i think one day i realy will become bad gurl le..I feel so sad for him. When he in trouble but i cant help how? Arr...I dont want this to happen loh..Nvm I stil lovess him hahass
Wow i stil having fever lol. U all noe wat? I get 3rd position in my class wor...I can't believe it loh..At first he say study hard now i dont think why should i study hard? My rc proposal haven do finish loh how and i having fever also no mood to do but i have done first day. Comfirm get scold le...Must get a lot of tissue wor...If not later flod haha..I noe is lame..
Wow why i sick today? Why when he was gone and i was sick? Why i love him so much but i cant have him? Why Why Why? Why all our question will ask why? Other people have stead and so happy i saw tat im so jealous...But wat am i thinking when i saw? Is him...Why i realy cant forget him. Can anyone take my brain out so tat i dont ned to think anymore and take my heart out too so tat wont feel heart break. Rc camp was so tiring why planning already so tired than on the real day how? We cant sleep loh...Hais...Can anyone help me to stop thinking about him? I think cant cause one of my frenz say it takes 4 years to forget one person. But i noe all of you can forget fast but why i cant? Can anyone just tell me why?
Wow u all noe wat rc camp proposal realy very difficult to do loh...My brain almost burst le...Can tat guy who one me stead with him just stop bothering me. I realy got no feeling for him loh...Sian i realy going to be a bad gurl le...O.o how arr...Too stress le...Haiz...nobody can help too.
Haiz...Today we go do rc camp proposal. We took almost 1 day of it to do 1 day of the camp...So tired loh...Imagine of 3 day camp? Wow we going to die loh..Haiz...Why i everytime will think of him? Even when i sleep also can dream? Can one guy who now is jio me please let go of me? I really got no feeling for you.
Haiz...now must do proposal for rc camp...My head going to crack le la...so sian loh...haha nobody will tagged me de bah i think cause nobody noe this blog...if u all visit this blog must tagged oh...I noe is sian cause blog is new thing for me so sry...But i only noe now i still love him...
Today so sian i think my science comfirm fail...Cause of red cross Programme table i never study science...Sian. how i scare science fail loh tat is someone favourite subject. He also lyk yellow colour now i donno he stil lyk? I stil cant forget him what can i do? Take out my brain? Cant rite. Sian...I realy love him so much...
Sian...Today no time to study science loh...ar...science comfirm fail le la...i want to die le what if all subject fail? I don 'twant to stay back at sec 3. So difficult loh...Hope can pass bah...Still miss him but too bad loh must forget just lyk kat say...this few days i feel lyk kat starting to hate me le donno why nvm i stil prefer primary sch frenzz..
Today i feel sad cause one of my frenzz say he go to his house and i still cant forget him...I really wish we can lyk last time. How can we lyk last time lei or cant le? I realy miss him...I noe nobody saw my blog de cause nobody noe this blog...I really love him but now he my ah di...But still hope maybe we can patch...I think cant unless miracle happen...
Sry this few days never write le...Cause busy study and sad about things. My maths exam today haiz...Donno will pass a not? So difficult loh. He ask me to forget him but i cant and yesterday i dream that he patch with me...How i realy cant forget my frenzz also trying to help me le. I still continue to think of him..What should i do? He realy got new stead? He really forget me le mah? He say he was hurt but why he so fast can forget i cant?
Today so sian...My maths comfirm fail le la...I haven't memorise all the formula yet...ar.. What can i do? I really cant forget him mah? I donno what to do than can forget him? Does he have another stead? But why everybody donno? I realy going to forget him? Kat also can't le how i forget? I and him have taste before sweet, sour and bitter...Why now he just throw me away cause of a small matter? When we stead is he true to me? If not why we break le he so fast got another stead? I realy don't want to think le...But last time i study he also beside me now don't have how can i focuse? Why must i deserve this lei?
Today i fare up with maths loh...I donno why i almost forget everthing le...My friend's stead also break with her le...Feel so sad for her. What can i do we both look lyk walking the same road...Kat no matter wt you still got me so don't sad k. You are my best friends. But i love him forever no matter what. Even who snatch him away i will stil love him forever.
