Sian today so late le just come back from wedding dinner...Go there lyk shit loh. Haiz...Regret going there. Make me puke when i saw them. I think they don wish to see us there loh..Haiz...Go there no appetite eat and leave early...I hate my father side there de people...I prefer my mum side de there. They treat me better.. Haha..
Hmm...he come back le..Miss him so much.. I want to sms him also don dare loh..OMG wat can i do? Why no one teach me wat to do? Haiz...i noe express and NA they all got a lot of homework and stress but tat doesnt mean NT also no stress loh..Wat can i do? Love someone is so difficult loh..So better don love someone if not haiz...
Omg!!! I really cant forget him. I always keep thinking tat got any gurl lyk him? Does he lyk any gurl? Why i think so mucch? I dont want to think any more but i realy cant stop. WHY?WHY?WHY? Can anyone pls tell me why? Even if he come to this blog also can tel me why? I realy cant forget him. I try so hard le but everytime i try i wil cry. He break cause he ned to study? He love other gurl? Or he stil lyk me? GOD!!! Pls help me...
Omg why i always think of him...He ask me to forget him and find a gd stead beter than him. But i find le dont have. Now i everyday think of him and not stead. I get piss by stead too loh. I prefer him. Love him so much. Haiz can anyone tel me why cant forget him? Nvm love someone doesnt mean must be with them. So i stil love him forever no matter what.
OMG loh...Yesterday i dream of him loh...Why i stil cant forget? I dream tat i patch with him...How i wish its true. Today saw him in sch i wonder wat he doing? Haiz...But no choice ned to do rc stuff. So tired loh...From today morning 9am to 8.30pm than reach home...Many people comform kena scold de loh...Haiya forget it just miss him tat rite.
Hmm...I donno why i stil cant forget him. He is so tat difficult to forget mah? Hmm my mum maybe bring me to malaysia...But i wil think of him de wor...I donno why la..Wonder he got see this blog? Haiz...I wonder whether can i die?
Yesterday camp back from camp wor...So damn Tired. Aiya i donno wat i say but too many le...nvm. When u all saw me at camp u wil lyk why nv saw me? Cause i was running here and there. My sister today told me tat when the breakfast they didnt eat much cause the malay gurl eat. I didnt noe tat those maley gurl was so BIG EATER loh..When i hear tat i was damn piss...When camp we have BBQ actually got a lot to eat..But my sister say again tat those malay gurl eat the most. It was lyk wat the hell loh...They nv think of the seniors got eat a not? In the end we onli eat a bit..My sister tell me tat those malay gurl come cause they thought it was fun camp...I WAS DAMN PISS OFF. First day lunch eat not much..Dinner eat half onli..Day 2 Breakfast eat not much too..Lunch a bit..Dinner 3 = to 1 chicken wing. Day 3 Breakfast onli 1 bread..It was lyk wat the hell my mind onli care for the juniors but they nv care for seniors.
sian...I going to red cross camp soon le...Hmm...So now a days better sleep early if not go camp cannot sleep le..This few days nv blog cause busy..But i also got nth to blog...So tat all for today...Nite..
Hmm...Long time never post le haha...Cause i got no time loh..I ned to do the rc camp proposal. Haiz...Its so tiring loh.. I want to sleep also cant. The others can go do what they want le.. I want to go out with my frenzz la..They more fun to go out with..Im just telling someone. I going to forget him but i ned time so please don chase me. I scare i wont forget thx. Tats all for today nite..
