Today I got Blue cross and FDC training. I never go cause i was sick. But why i always got eat but my gastric getting worst. I feel sry for him tat i not taking caare well of myself. But i got eat le but the gastric stil come. I hate myself la. Why be a person is so damn difficult. I promise him i will study hard de and wish him good luck too. I not sure he forget me a not? But my life is still in a mess so im trying to change. So sry everybody if my attitude to u all not good cause i trying to change.